posted on

10 April 2006 at 10:34 PM MST

Today was a good day.
It was the splendid, the best of days but it worked itself out.
I spent lots of time doing something that I don't really like do.
Feeling the need to rest, to calm down.. to stop rushing to eager demands
the not so patient humane society.

Down on my knees
I give my confessions of all the sinful thoughts that I thought
of all the customers that thought were either too slow and
didn't move as fast as I wanted them to
Or the fourth million customer that asked me where something was for the fourth million time.
And the after thoughts, the rage that surged through me
Making me seem like such an evil person that's consumed his soul into death and killing
and never taking in the spirit of the kind, loving and truthful.

So count my blessings and pray that I move on to receive more.
For tomorrow could be taken from me and I could lose my understanding
My way, my life, my soul and not understand what's going on.