posted on

13 October 2005 at 1:38 AM MST

My name is Patrick. This is how I really feel. Today.
I really feel that I want to run into someone that can pay attention to me.
I want someone that will pamper me and let me put my feet up.
I really feel that I need someone to hold on to in the middle of the night.

This is how I really feel. Today.
I feel that I am always just a little too late, someone's always beating me to the punch.
I am always running a little behind catching on to what's new and what's great, just a little too late.
I am fascinated by what people feel is yesterday's news and it's hard for me to move on when I am still just a little attached to yesterday.

Today.
I ran into a stranger that changed my life with just the innocence that I felt from their smile.
I felt that I was living life all wrong without them and that they would show me right.
I am sad to say that I was wrong. They've turned their back and left me here, cold.

My name is Patrick. This is how I really felt. Today.