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27 October 2005 at 2:40 AM MST

Am I ever going to be the person that I show myself to be
I am I going to smile and glam and shine like those people that show their faces on TV
Will I appear as a leading edge and be the best at what I can be?

Tonight you pushed my envelope
And I don't know who to be, who I am.
Tonight you pushed me too far.
I have to let go and find away to something
Peaceful, something good and nourishing to me.

I've cried my tears.
I will fall into far depression and shall bounce back soon.
Please I will discover who I am, who I want myself to be
I will be happy.