posted on

16 August 2005 at 3:10 PM MST

I don't ever remember ever feeling so empty
So EMPTY and ALONE
The feeling of being unforgiven, of being misled
For I have never felt like I need to cry for anyone
Now I feel the need to cry for myself.
The need to be learn who I am and why I am not happy.

Daddy, never taught me how to be a stronger man
All the people I knew told me to hide my feelings
To suck up the sadness and move on
I think it's time that I stopped try to being someone that I AM NOT
I am truly am the most FAKE PERSON that I've ever met in my life.

I AM A FAKE, a waste of life.
A waste of breath, a waste of space and time
I shouldn't even exist.
Break my heart and mash me to pieces
I am about to show you the real me the new me
I need someone to love me

All they need to see is the REAL me.
That's why the run away because I am such a FAKE
Unreal, so UNREAL that's they can see right through me.