posted on

01 July 2005 at 9:56 PM MST

I Believe
(Written by P.A. Jervis, Jr.)

You finally gave me what I needed
Something that made me feel strong
That made feel that I was living life all wrongThat smile of yours just takes over meBringing all the things that are positive and
Washing clean the negativity that was grabbing on to me
So tight

That I couldn't breath

But now I believe in myselfI realize that you weren't worth crying over
Something that came over me and made me
Realize that I don't need you to survive
Though I wish you were mine

I still believe

In myself and I lost the love for myself
And started depending on you for the emotional support
That I was looking for
But you were never there.. even though you tried so hard
To act as though you were the perfect one for me
You left me feeling lonely all in the end

Left me to struggle

And find out what it was that I really believed in
I believe that there is one life to live and I can't waste it in sorrow
I believe that you were a good thing for me in the beginning but then it turned sourI believe that you are no longer the best thing for me and that I need to stop worrying about if you think of me and if you are ever going to come back to meI believe that I need to let go of the negative memories and remember the positive and grow in other relationships but remember to never do the same things or make the same mistakes again.

I believe

That when I talk to you and you've got this enthusiasm about another like you never had for meI should be happy for you and let the idea of me and you go

Oh I believe that
I am on my way to find a true happiness in another
On this day I shall rejoice and believe in that lover
And pray that they will not leave me for another
And that this love will last forever

Oh this is what I believe