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>> starting to feel it

posted on
24 June 2005 at 7:32 PM MST

today i thought of you
the feel of your hand
the look that you gave me dinner

something doesn't feel right
the more i think of you
the more i worry about losing you
i've just met you but i am so worried about losing you

i know that we don't know each other that well
but i want to and i want you to give me a chance
and how far we can go
with this relationship
i hope that you haven't given up on me

today i honestly did think of you
and have missed the feel of your hands on my back
the kiss of your lips and the smile you give after a kiss

something's just got me worried
like something is missing or i messing up like i am not
doing something right.
something making me feeling empty
i wish that didn't worry so much cause we've only been going on for about a week
but my emotions have already began to twist and turn
and i am scared.. i don't know of what

i am afraid of getting my heart broken
my feelings getting taken from me
the depression that follows after finding a good thing
i am just worried and scared.

i'll just sit back and hope that you are ok and that
i am just over reacting, which i hope that i am
cause i think i am starting to feel somethings...